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Week 15- Saying Goodbye

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The new season of my life. The administrator of my Dad care and helping my Mom deal with the transfer of her beloved husband of almost 70 years to a nursing home the day after my birthday. What a ball of emotions, I am crying as I write this post, but this is the only time I can be a daughter and grieve.  In conversations, with medical staff, I must be together. We discuss changes in medication, around the clock nursing care, a  DNR orders, my heart is in my stomach.  I remain stone-faced so my Mom has a shoulder to lean on, only when I am at home, I sob like a child at the thought of loosing my Dad. Today we are bringing my birthday celebration dinner to the hospital, I will have my birthday with my Dad for the last time.

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  1. Blessings to you and your mother, Roz. My heart aches for the emotion I feel in your words. May you find great comfort and solace as you grieve.

  2. So sorry to hear about what you & your family are going through. You are a loving, kind, unselfish daughter who has made a positive impact on your parents lives!

    • Thank you for the kind words, I am trying to do everything I can to make him comfortable. This has been such an emotional time but secretly I am hoping he will rally and be here just a little while longer. There is a physical pain in my chest, feels like my heart is crushed. You see my Dad’s name is Ross and I am the sidekick Roz.
      The mix up with the names has been hilarious over the years, we are forever linked.
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  3. Sending LOVE!!!!

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