Looking forward to 2021, I think everyone can relate to this, I know I am ready.
Choices in 2020 were not my own. Stay inside, wash my hands, wear a mask when I venture outside. The pandenic was real, the pandemic of fear.
I have been a willing participant in all my decisions, yes even the bad ones. I evolve with every choice I make and that is ok. I ask myself “Why did I do that?” I say to myself “You are addicted to the old blueprint, yes those old patterns of behavior. I decide will it be a healthy dinner tonight or a lovely glass of red wine and potatoe chips, ummm, which would you choose?
If I choose unwisely today, no big deal, but if I choose unwisely everyday, my health is at risk and that is a big deal.
The slight edge in life is choosing correctly every minute of the day.
It is surreal, I am in a discussion with my mentor and suddenly realize the roles have switched. No longer are we student and mentor, it is flowing both ways…it arrived effortlssly without me knowing it was coming.
I shouldn’t say effortlessly, I am a driven force to learn and crack cement…the aha moments pondering God’s word, the principles I live my life by and the new knowledge I seek, has produced a wisdom that suddenly seems bewildering on its arrival.
A thunderstruck bolt of clarity, why does it seem I have walked a huge block just to turn a corner. The simplicity of it all seems and has always been buried deep within me…I have believed the lies the world has fed me.
The old mentor has been replaced by a new mentor, and an unfolding of a new level of consciousness awaits. It is like a boulder rolling downhill, get out of the way people, I cannot control the direction ( I live by the compass), I am loving the ride and so blissfully happy.
I am madly scribbling service cards, piling up the actions leading to the pinnacle of this season of my life.
My virtue this week is specialized knowledge, seems I am noticing a new work process, how to read the “how to’s” manual in my immediate world of new computer system and the hands on mechanism of a new snow blower. I authentically complimented my daughter on her polished and excellent phone skills, she said thanks but came back to me 2 days later , to tell me how special those words made her feel, give more get more. The universe delivered me a huge kindness, the snow blower dealership came to my house, fixed my snow blower and completely cleaned my snow filled driveway, I feel so blessed to drive in a clean driveway after a day of running errands, well it is a feeling I can hardly describe, well yes, I can I got out of my car and jumped up and down like a little kid. I could just kiss him. Living in a way that has you loving, giving and helping others in any way you can, well it gives a peace that transcends all understanding. I marvel at this new life I have found, I believe in me, my new life and I am bursting with gratitude for finding Mark and Davene and this strangest secret learned in the MKMMA course.